Monday, January 25, 2010

Not Really Feeling It

I am so tired of this feeling of whatever I have. It could be the constant rain/wind we've been enduring for the past ten days, that coupled with the battle of the wits here in my house.
I need Springtime, I need summer...I need a deserted island to land myself on.
I'm reading "Codependent No More" Not a great novel or anything escape worthy, but it may give me insight to what is happening in my mind. Maybe it will even help me fix myself.
I wasted my day off today. Went to the doctor to get my blood pressure checked. It was in normal range but high still. I'm on medication for it, so I don't what to say about it. Have to go back in June for the 4 points too high cholesterol count. Whatever. At this point I just throw my hands up. There are people out there with worse problems. When I came home I fell asleep in my chair, in my cocoon (What I now call my bedroom)
OD just wanted to fight with me, because I wouldn't fight with MD. I don't want to fight with anyone. GET IT? She didn't get it. She left instead. It's quiet here now. MD is asleep in her room, because she has to work the graveyard shift. YD is here taking a shower to get ready for her class tonight or is it class tomorrow? Tonight...I think. Wanna get in my face girl (OD) is out with friends or something. She left claiming she would never talk to me again. DRAMA QUEEN!
Who wants to bet she'll be home before midnight? (I do, I do!)
Sorry, I am rambling, incoherent...that's just how I feel. Someday, I may get it back together.
I think I will go back to my cocoon and crochet for a while. I can get lost in that easily enough!
Thanks for listening.

6 comments:

Midwest Mommy said...

I am with you. I could use a dose of spring or summer right about now!

Wonderful World of Weiners said...

Your coccoon sounds wonderful. Space for one more??

Hallie

Caution Flag said...

I think I need a place to hide right now, too. Some people never feel that way, but I always feel that way!

Lisa said...

Well you know how I feel about all of this. I think I might run down to the library and check out that book for the weekend of bad weather here. Couldn't hurt huh? We need to all get together and take a cheap cruise.

Dani - tkdchick said...

Gosh at the moment if I were you I probably wouldn't even want to get out of bed! I think hiding in your cocoon and crocheting is a good idea!

I'm proud of you for getting back to WW and only putting on a few lbs while away from it that's great!

Micky said...

I had a room of my own but then we had to move. Now the only alone time I get is in the bathroom. Even then someone is always knocking.
Eh. lol
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